Randumb Thoughts

What am I supposed to think
When all the right goes wrong?
When happiness just comes and goes
And sadness stays too long
How am I supposed to sleep
When she just let me go?
The questions running through my mind
The answers I don’t know
I don’t know the reason why
She wants to be apart
I don’t know just why she had
A sudden change of heart
I don’t know the reason why
We cannot work things out
I don’t even know just how
This whole thing came about
All I know is how I feel
And I’m not feeling good
I just want to end this break-up
Do you think we could?
No, no, no and yes, yes, yes
Oh I’m just wasting time
Writing you the pain I feel
And putting it in rhyme
But put yourself in my position
Your ship’s about to sink
There’s no hole in your boat
Now what are YOU supposed to think?

…. I Don’t Know

One dark night with moonlight bright, and all the stars I’m under
I think about a special girl and then I start to wonder….

Is she thinking of me at this time I think of her?
Or is it even possible that this thing could occur?
I hope her thoughts are of me because that’ll mean she cares
And thinking of each other will be something that we share

I wish a lot that she was here so I could hold her tight
The two of us could share the perfect stillness of the night
I’d look at her and she’d look back just staring eye to eye
She’d know that’s she’s my only girl, and I her only guy

I start to walk along the shore and gaze into the sea
She is so very far away, but seems so close to me
It’s almost like she’s next to me, but she’s not even here
But when she’s here inside my mind
She’ll never disappear

I know that only time will tell
But I don’t want to wait
I don’t want to sit around
And find out it’s too late
I don’t want another man
To come take you away
I just want you next to me
And in my arms to stay

I can’t seem to tell myself
To face reality
It really hurts for me to say
That we may never be
It seems to me that I have done
Most everything I can
And why we’re still apart
I guess I just don’t understand

Good things come to those who wait
But will there come a time
You end all I anticipate
And finally be mine
Maybe all this time I’ve spent
Is really part of fate
Only time will tell me
If it’s really worth the wait

So I’m thinking I could write to you an ordinary letter
But then I thought I’d rather write you one you’ll keep forever

Not the “lovey dovey” kind, or fancy dedication
Just a couple rhymes to show you my appreciation

Thank you for the cards you send me every single year
The ones you send me on birthdays, and when Christmas is near

Thanks for every single smile and every single hug
Thanks for being special, a good friend that I think of

Thanks for being beautiful, thanks for being smart
Thanks for being someone who I miss when we’re apart

Thanks for taking time to call me when you are in town
Thanks for being someone who I like to hang around

Thank you for inspiring me when I wrote “Wanting You”
For being someone that I know, not someone that I knew

Thank you for the words you say and everything that you do
But most of all I want to tell you thanks for being you

There’s a girl in my world who’s beautiful to see
She fills my day with happiness, she means a lot to me

And though we sometimes argue, it only lasts a while
She may look at me crazy, but I love it when she smiles

Her eyes are filled with beauty, there’s perfection in her sight
Only diamonds can compare to how they sparkle in the light

Her skin tone is a golden brown, it’s also soft to touch
I guess her ways just make me say, I love her Oh So Much

To have her in my world I feel that I am simply blessed
I hope one day to be her prince cause she is a princess

I know it’s wishful thinking and it probably won’t occur
But try to understand the feelings that I have for her

There’s a girl in my world who turns my gray skies blue
She means an awful lot to me, she’s all I say and do

And though my wishes for us probably never will come true
I just hope you realize she happens to be you

There’s not much that I can do but wait for calls and letters
And hope that somehow you and I will one day be together

There’s not much that I can do but hope you’ll come around
Pick up the phone and say to me that now you will be down

There’s not much that I can do but think about the past
And wonder why the thing between us didn’t seem to last

There’s not much that I can do but write and be a pest
Sending letters with crossed fingers, hoping for the best

There’s not much that I can do to see your face tonight
and though there’s very little chance I really hope I might

There’s not much that I can do but wonder how you are
And every dark night when it’s clear I’ll wish upon a star

I’ll hope you’ll call, I’ll hope you write, I’ll hope that I see you
Because when all is in your hands, there’s not much I can do

As morning comes my mind is full
It’s filled with thoughts of you
You mean so very much to me
You’re all I say and do
The day just wouldn’t be complete
Without a thought or two
Of happiness, I must confess
It’s you that gets me through

And when I first laid eyes on you
I knew it was a must
That I would have to meet you
This is more than just a crush
Now I see you every day
My first thoughts were of lust
But now I see its true romance
And romance equals us

There still are many questions
That are going through my mind
The questions are so numerous
The answers hard to find
I wonder if I’ll be there
Or if I’ll fade with the time
And I just hope that one day
I’ll be yours and you’ll be mine.