Randumb Thoughts

In the stillness of the night
The thoughts pass through my mind
They seem so very different
Still a common thing I find
You’re in every one of them
Your presence I do share
But how can one man want someone
Who simply is not there
Call it wishful thinking
Or just call it plain insane
But why I want you so much
Is something I can’t explain
And every time I see you
You look better than before
I try to look away
But I just simply can’t ignore
Your walk, your talk, your hair, your glare
It’s your own little style
But I think what’s best about you
Is the beauty in your smile
It fills me with a happiness
That makes my spirits lift
I never thought that wanting you
Would ever be like this

At times I think about you girl
Wishing you were here
My heart is filled with ecstasy
Whenever you are near
Any time you need to talk
I’m there to lend an ear
You know that I will listen to you
Not just only hear
So tell me why it is then
That I see you once a year
I’m with you for three hours
And then you just disappear
You seem to have a good time
So tell me why my dear
That never seeing you again
Is one thing that I fear
Now I can write forever
I just got so much to say
I wish I didn’t think about you
Every fricking day
My friends tell me forget your ass
You’ll never come around
I sit here like a loser
Hoping one day you’ll be down
Now my mind is all fucked up
I know that I’m the man
And if this chick don’t recognize
I know ten more that can
So why not stop these silly games
And spend your life with me
One chance is all I need to show
My loves the bomb baby
I wonder why the ones you love
Don’t seem to love you back
When all the other lady’s you don’t like
You seem to mack
Man I’m pissed, just fuck this shit
I think it’s time that I should quit
Cause it just seems this fucking dream
Is water turning into steam